We Are Now Ready to Go

“We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord. – 2 Corinthians 5:8

The story below is from the book “Killing Fields, Living Fields” by author Don Cormack. It is the story of a Cambodian Christian family who, back in 1975, were martyred for their faith in Christ. The father’s name was Haim. Haim and his family paid the ultimate price and were killed for their commitment to the Lord. The recorded events surrounding the last hours of their life are overwhelming to read. I pray their story stirs a wellspring of emotions within you as it has within me.

 “Haim’s entire family was rounded up that afternoon. They were “the old dandruff”, “bad blood”, “enemies of the glorious revolution”, “CIA agents”. They were Christians. The family spent a sleepless night comforting one another and praying for each other as they lay bound together in the dewy grass beneath a stand of friendly trees. Next morning the teenage soldiers returned and led them from their Gethsemane to their place of execution, to the nearby viel somlap, “the killing fields”. The place was grim indeed and bore many gruesome signs of a place of execution. A sickly smell of death hung in the air. Curious villagers foraging in the scrub nearby lingered, half hidden, watching the familiar routine as the family were ordered to dig a large grave for themselves. Then, consenting to Haim’s request for a moment to prepare themselves for death, father, mother, and children, hands linked, knelt together around the gaping pit. With loud cries to God, Haim began exhorting both the Khmer Rouge and all those looking on from afar to repent and believe the gospel. Then, in a panic, one of Haim’s young sons leapt to his feet, bolted into the surrounding bush and disappeared. Haim jumped up and with amazing coolness and authority prevailed upon the Khmer Rouge not to pursue the lad, but allow him to call back the boy. The knots of onlookers, peering around trees, the Khmer Rouge, and the stunned family still kneeling at the graveside, looked on in awe as Haim began calling to his son, pleading with him to return and die together with his family. “What comparison, my son,” he called out, “stealing a few more days of life in the wilderness, a fugitive, wretched and alone, to joining your family here momentarily around this grave but soon around the throne of God, free forever in Paradise?” After a few tense moments the bushes parted, and the lad, weeping, walked slowly back to his place with the kneeling family. “Now we are ready to go,” Haim told the Khmer Rouge. But by this time there was not a soldier standing there who had the heart to raise his hoe to deliver the death blow on the backs of these noble heads. Ultimately this had to be done by the Khmer Rouge commune chief, who had not witnessed these things. But few of those watching doubted that as each of these Christians’ bodies toppled silently into the earthen pit which the victims themselves had prepared, their souls soared heavenward to a place prepared by their Lord.”

I first came across the story of Haim and his family back in 2010. To this day, Haim’s words of instruction spoken to his fleeing son lay heavy upon my heart. Would a few remaining days on the run in some futile attempt to postpone the inevitable really be worth it? Would it not be better to simply embrace a moment of pain followed by eternal joy in heaven with Jesus? Haim’s words to his son remind me of our passage above. Paul wrote to the church at Corinth and stressed the immediacy of the Christian’s heavenly home after death. When the believer leaves this world, they are immediately ushered into heaven; for there is no delay.

Praise be to God that to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. May we always see the temporal in light of the eternal, and may we confidently say with Haim, “We are now ready to go.”

 – Pastor Eric